random thoughts and semi-fun

this is a fun game/amusement when you have nothing else to do or you are alone or with friends, stoned, drunk or ravenously bored.
click onto itunes, click shuffle and then forward to answer each question posed below:
What does next year have in store for me? “Free time”…kenna
What’s my love life like? “The same deep water as you”…the cure
What do I say when life gets hard? “Rockin’ around the Christmas tree”…Brenda lee
What do I think of on waking up? “not like crazy”…jill scott
What song will I dance to at my wedding? “tomorrow is a long time”…judy collins
What do I want as a career? “the night I fell in love”…luther vandross
My favorite saying? “like you’ll never see me again”…Alicia keys
Favorite place? “the confession”…laura nyro
What do I think of my parents? “sweet love”…kaskade
What’s my porn star name? “evil”…stevie wonder
Where would I go on a first date? “bullet proof soul”…sade
Drug of choice? “hain’t it funny”…k.d. lang
The thing I like doing most? “she sells sanctuary”…the cult
What is my state of mind like at the moment? “if I never see your face again”…maroon5/rihanna
How will I die? “overpowered”…roisin murphy

ok, ok...so it's only mildy humorous but i'm jazzed that my absoulte favorite song of this week came up: "if i never see your face again" by rihanna and maroon5. now, of course i know rihanna being the r&B fanatic that i am but i was bowled over by maroon5, who of course i had heard of because the lead singer is definitely suckable...but i first heard/saw this song performed on some mtv performance show and had to itune it.

bob has been gone for a few days now visiting family i think in maine. for all i know he may be visiting a woman...having monkey sex. but one of the things that bob isn't is a liar, he's so honest and straightforward that i know he is doing just what he said he would be doing and that is vising family and friends. and you know what? i miss him. i fucking miss his honest sweet ass and smile and the way he eats with his fork wrapped in his big hands like an axe protecting his food as if i were going to take it away from him. i hate myself for loving him or i hate him for loving him...i don't know which. and i don't know when i will know which.

school and interning is top drawer: crazy, topsy-turvy...i am always tired yet always horny: jerking off in public bathrooms, stairways...even rubbing myself on the elevator with others around. i have become a sex maniac through hard work and lack of deep sleep...through the honest endeavors of attaining a phd. this is my life now in nyc and i love it.
peace,
tyler

music: (of course) "if i never see your face again" (m5 and rihanna), "the first time ever i saw your face"(roberta flack),"smile" (laura nyro), "nested" (laura nyro),maxwell (whatever happened to him?...not the name of a song but a real question), "i try" (angela bofill) "angel" (aretha)...